I went back to work this week, and the best word I can describe it is dreamy. You read that right.
I had the best welcome back from teammates and others. The best. I truly felt joy seeing them, and I received so much warmth and even love back, it really makes me count my blessings. The only triggers I had were problematic, institutional terms in our work that we haven't solved yet!
I also reviewed final content from a big project I had been working on before I left, getting to see how the team finished the foundation we started and how they applied the content guidelines I drove. I couldn't tell the difference between what I wrote and what they wrote, which is amazing! This is what you want to happen!
It was also dreamy because my directive from my new manager and partner lead recognized my leadership and strategy skillset, versus a more tactical starting point of, "Can you write this line of copy?"
Like I said, dreamy.
There was a weird part I got through. I realized soon after signing on I wanted to update my profile picture that's shown on screen for each meeting. I wanted it to reflect my new hair and self. I wanted the heads up to folks that I looked different. I was relieved that I got a selfie that I feel reflects who I am today. It only took 40 minutes to take!
Energy-wise ...
I commuted to work today and got to feel how much energy is used during my commute. I'm actually going to rest as soon as I finish this update. My exercise oncologist told me to make sure that I made sure to continue to find time to rest because of how much energy I bring to each conversation, let alone the tactical work itself and the energy that goes into getting to the office, and I'm still recovering. So I've built this into my schedule. I've built wellness into my schedule. I have to. (You should too.)
I still feel like a better version of myself in context of my work life too. I'm leaning in and grateful!
God is good.
Glad to hear the return went so well! Welcome back :)
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